Tell me why it is that I
Will leave you be for days
And just refuse your perfect love
In caravans of ways
Some days it is intentional
Because I am ashamed
And other times it's lack of strength
To list the wrongs I've framed
I guess there's just a part of me
That cannot comprehend
How I will stumble miserably
But you still call me friend
My heart goes beating just the same
At the times I do not I call
But why is it that I dismiss
You make it beat at all?
I wish to know you so much more
Though I've known you for so long
I want to cling to every note
Of your immaculate love song
I ask for you to take away
The things I need to lose
And I thank you for the wisdom
To know what I should choose
Losses bring some chaos
With utmost certainty
But the chains are never strong enough
That you can't set me free
My mind is much too simple
To fully realize
The peace that overwhelms my soul
Because you hear my cries
When lying bleeding on the ground
I beg for you to come
And when you're here to rescue me
It's myself you save me from.
